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|evelyn|ravenxeve|
16 going on forever || 23/7/91
ravenxeve@gmail.com
~~DLSS~~||~~KSS~~||ajc
this is me forever

Eternity [ 23:39 ]

I didn't want to hurt you,
But you stabbed me first.
This pain is nothing if
you compared it to the
heartache that I felt then.

You forgot me, and
You left me there.
All alone to face
The unforgiving world.

Once you promised to me
The moon and more,
But your words are now
So hollowed and so empty.
Why tell me those lies,

If you plan on breaking them?

I never meant for those
Words to be a lie.
I was willing to give
to you eternity,
If things had stayed the
same but they changed.

I never meant to hurt you
And till now the memories
Will stay within me and
Will stay till eternity.
This is all that I can give.

How can I trust you again?
When you told me those words.
I know, I know what you mean.
And if I could change time-
But you can't change time,
It is already too late, too late.
A chance is all I need,
And a chance is all I want.
It's impossible now for us.
Go, for she is waiting for you.
But I can't love her,
She is just not you.
And I am glad of that,
Because I will be special.
... ...

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Okay, you guys do understand, right? The first verse belongs to the first speaker, the girl who was dumped because the guy was forced into an arranged marriage by his parents due to business reasons. The second verse belongs to the second speaker, which is the guy. [duh] He regrets listening to his parents, and wishes he could change all that. The third verse contains both of them speaking, the normal font belonging to the girl, and words in italics are spoken by the guy. I'm not sure this can be considered as a poem or a song... I seem to be always writing this sort of stuff... part poem, part song, total crap. Heh, it's a talent. Categorized as angst and romance, I guess. It will probably be on my fictionpress account, when I think of a good title.

Labels: writing